Wednesday, January 31, 2007

the McCord Hospital and Sinikithemba Clinic

My first few days at the McCord Hospital and Sinikithemba (Seen-icky-TEM-ba) Clinic have been quite exciting, if fairly intense. Because the director of the Monitoring and Evaluation department has been out of town at a funeral in Jo’burg, I have been spending most of my time with physcians who work in both arms of the complex. In the mornings I have been going on rounds with the doctors in the wards of the Hospital, where residents present information about patients that are of particular interest (sometimes relating to the unique nature of the case, sometimes because the patient represents an excellent example of issues endemic to the hospital/region/disease/etc.). Once the resident has finished presenting the case, the attending physicians give a brief impromptu lecture, explaining any pertinent clinical information about the treatment of the patient to date, and what steps must be taken in the coming day(s).

Nearly 90% of the patients admitted to the hospital have late-stage HIV – usually compounded by things like TB, lactic acidosis (a blood pH problem), and other opportunistic infections – and many of them have died between one days’ rounds and the next. And while seeing these critically ill patients has certainly been emotionally difficult at times, these experiences have provided me with immeasurable insight into the daily lives of medical students and physicians, and in many ways confirmed for me that this is the profession for me. I think I find the scientific, clinical, and problem solving components of the job – along with the professional camaraderie between physicians (and the physicians-in-training) – to be an ideal working situation for me.

Once my direct supervisor returns, however, my daily routine is going to change significantly. Hopefully I will still be able to go on rounds with the physicians once or twice a week, but most of my energies will be devoted to working on the Antiretroviral (ARV) Decentralisation (note the funny spelling) program that will enable some new clinics in the Durban Metropolitan area to begin distributing free ARVs in the coming months. This is absolutely essential because the Sinikithemba Clinic is currently initiating ARV treatment for more than 80 patients each month, which along with the requisite education and training sessions is rapidly overwhelming the capacity of this site.

In particular, my responsibilities for this expansion program will revolve around the establishment of a functional Monitoring and Evaluation (M&E) structure at each of the new sites. As far as I can tell at present, a functional M&E system will address tracking of patients and ensuing good linkages to ongoing care. Additionally, a first-rate M&E system should allow the physicians and researchers at a given site to manipulate patient information to create data for clinical research publications – an absolutely essential step in trying to stem the tide of the HIV pandemic in Sub-Saharan Africa, both for information-sharing as well as for fund-raising purposes.

At the moment I have been doing a lot of reading about the timeline for this Decentralisation Programme, trying to understand how the hospital and clinic systems function in South Africa, and getting myself up to speed on all of the different ARV therapies that are currently being administered to patients

Hopefully this lengthy post will give you all a bit more insight into what I’ll be doing here in the coming months. And I will be sure to keep you updated as progress is made on these projects. My next post – if things go as planned, which they often don’t – will address some of the Social, Religious, and Racial issues (often these three are inextricably lined) I have experienced in SA thus far – and maybe even pick up on some of the theme in Dale’s last post about Affirmative Action and skill set disparities.

Monday, January 29, 2007

A public letter to Chris

Dear Chris -

Go out and read Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs by Chuck Klosterman now now. (South Africans have this hilarious way of differentiating between doing something Just Now - which could be at any point in the future, and not necessarily soon - and Now Now - which means immediately. Acually, I think should put up a post about South African slang Just Now.)

In the first three pages of the book, Chuck blames his inability to have a fulfilling relationship on John Cusak (as Lloyd Dobler). And things only get better from there. I'll post an excerpt from page 2 below, but I think you'd like his deconstruction of Pop Culture as much as I do. I hadn't really read his stuff before, but one of my old coworkers at New York Cares told me he was awesome - I actually think that those words constituted the entirety of the e-mail she sent me about it - and I'm just getting around to reading it now.

Also, I'm feeling the blog. I mean, it's not as cool as mine (or your current roommate, Matt's), but it seems like you're getting the hang of it. Maybe you could spice things up with a section devoted to your obsession with Sad Bastard Music? Or maybe something about your penchant for Exorbitantly Expensive Denim? Those are just some thoughts.

Hope the 'Slope is treating you well, and I'll talk to you soon.

Hugs and Kisses (but don't tell Ariel),
Benny


From Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs, page 2:
But whenever I meet dynamic, nonretarded Americans, I notice that they all seem to share a single unifying characteristic: the inability to experience the kind of mind-blowing, transcendent romantic relationship they receive to be a normal part of living. And someone needs to take the fall for this. So instead to blaming no one for this (which is kind of cowardly) or blaming everyone (which is kind of meaningless), I’m going to blame John Cusak.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Some early adventures in Durban

There are just so many things to write about; my first two and a half days here have been so incredibly full of activities. Malcolm ‘Mally’ Roselt, who owns the house I’m living in, is a most gracious host, driving myself and the other borders around to see many sights in and around Durban. He is currently hosting four people at his house, including myself. There is a lovely couple from Harvard Medical School – he’s recently finished his MD and she’s in the middle of her MD/PhD – and the fourth is a family friend of the Roselts. There will be more on the family friend, Casey, later; suffice to say for the moment that she shared her strong Christian and Creationist convictions with me yesterday evening, simultaneously mystifying and intriguing me. (Suffering from a rare bout of Tact, I decided to keep my big mouth shut about my own personal beliefs. But, because I can’t help myself, one choice comment from last night: “There is not one shred of conclusive scientific evidence to prove that evolution ever happened.” ??!.)

I have managed to take some nice pictures with my new digicam over the past few days – and so I think I will spare you from my more of my boring thoughts to present you with the following photo essay of the exciting places I’ve traveled to yesterday and today.

Yesterday morning Malcolm dropped me off in front of uShaka Marine World – an incredibly kitchty Sea World knock off, designed to look like a traditional Zulu village (Epcot Center, eat your heart out)





It seemed a bit depressing to pay 100R (current conversion rate: 7R to the 1$) to go see the dolphin show by myself, so I just walked through the shopping center out to the Indian Ocean. Here was the view I was graced with as I got beyond the last store. It is very difficult for me to believe that this is actually a picture of the city where I am currently living.



Pretty awesome, right? I walked down to the beach, dipped my toes into the warm blue water, sat down on my towel and read for a while. After I had been sitting out there an hour or so – and getting fantastically burnt, it turns out – an Indian man toting a woven wicker bag along the beach offered me food. Now, I’m not usually squeamish about eating Street Food, however, it took me a little while to muster up the courage to fork over the 5R for a container of potato curry. I figured the price was low enough that I wouldn’t feel guilty if I decided to pitch it. Final verdict: potato curry from the beach man = sketchy, yet extremely delicious. Here he is hawking his delicious wares to other people on the beach. “Want eat my curry? Eees delicious. Frresh dis mahning.”



And this morning we went out the Victoria Market, a large, semi-outdoors marketplace in the middle of the city, highlighting the Indian influence in the city. Here I am in front of the market with David, a resident at MassGeneral in Boston who is working at the McCord Hospital and living with the Roselts during his month in SA with his wife, an MD/PhD student at Harvard.



We walked around the market, looking at all of the beautiful sculptures, utensils, jewelry, and plates made from reappropriated Telcom telephone wire.









Then, I saw these out of the corner of my eye:



What the hell could they possibly be? Zulu condoms!



That’s funny – but not ‘ha, ha’ funny. It ‘s quite sad to see these being sold in a country with a 20-25% AIDS rate, where the Deputy President recently testified (as a defendant in his own rape trial) that he believed that HIV could be prevented by immediately showering after intercourse. There were lots of other exciting goods being sold in the market place.

Alright, I have completely run out of time here. I'm sorry I have to leave you so abruptly, but you should definitely go take a look at the rest of my pictures in my Flickr stream. In general, I've been doing really well, and I'll try and post again from the McCord Hospital soon. Tomorrow is my first day of work! I'm pretty excited.

b

Friday, January 26, 2007

Version 2.0

Welcome to Smarter Than the Average Bearnot 2.0! It's not often that we have chances to start over again, but my arrival in Africa marks the official rebirth of this small slice of the internet. All of my writing preceding my departure has been a nice warm up – laying the groundwork for Things To Come.

A tremendous thank you to everyone who took time out of their busy schedules to call, write, IM, blog, facebook, and skype me to wish me the best of luck. I hope that I have the opportunity to have half the adventure that many of you expect, and I will certainly do my best to keep sharing my thoughts and experiences along the way. I will also do my best to write each of you back directly, but I’m not sure how much access I’m going to have to the internet when I first arrive.

The trip to Durban was nearly 30 hours long with stops in London and Johannesburg (referred to as Jo’burg in SA) along the way. In that time I was able to make it through a book (The Pickup, Nadine Gordimer), issues of two of my absolute favorite magazines (Scientific American Mind and Wired), and page through my two SA guidebooks (Lonely Planet and Rough Guide). I sacrificed all of my Wednesday, January 24, 2007 to the deities of travel, hopefully in return for a fantastic trip, which would be more than a fair trade in my eyes.

Now I am absolutely exhausted, but not allowed to go to sleep for fear of exacerbating my jet lag. I think I will get a chance to head down to the nearby web café tomorrow. Then I can post this entry, some early pictures, and maybe even let you know a little bit about my first 24 hours in SA. I already know that it’s going to be incredibly difficult for me to process events as they occur, but it seems like an interesting endeavor – at least until I start working officially next Monday morning.

Good night,
b

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Bye

Saying goodbye is difficult. I'll be in touch with you guys again once I'm in Africa. It's gonna take me at least 2 days to get there - and possibly longer before I find reliable internet - but you'll hear from me again soon.

Until then,
b

Monday, January 22, 2007

Thank you!

It was so wonderful to see so many of you guys on Saturday night. It's a shame that it will probably be a while before we get to hang out again like that - unless, of course you have a little extra cash to spend and could join me for a week or two in beautiful South Africa. (The official slogan for the South African board of tourism is 'impossible', a very smart marketing campaign with an intuitively set up website.)

Big ups to cb who graciously provided me with some excellent tunes to bump to in SA. Some early highlights are:

The Beatles - Love
Miles Davis - Tribute to Jack Johnson
Wooden Dinosaur - Down home, Far out
Cold War Kids - Robbers & Cowards

This has provided a welcome break from my usual mix of soulhiphopmotown(withahintofindierock).

I will leave you to return, once again, to the difficult choices surrounding which t-shirts I want to have with me. (Do I want to bring my favorites? Will they just get destroyed by abuse? How did I get so many t-shirts in the first place?) Another FWP that I'm just going to have to suck up and deal with.

I'm leaving tomorrow night; any last minute phone-calls, e-mails, etc. would be greatly appreciated. Talk to you guys soon.

b

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Milestones

According to Google Analytics, I received my first visitor from the 15th different country last night. Here are the places where this blog is being read (so far):

US
Canada
UK
South Africa
Peru
Senegal
Thailand
Argentina
Finland
Sweden
Germany
Japan
Turkey
Republic of Korea
and, lucky number 15: FRANCE!

This suite of tools from Google has some really interesting features; I'll be sure to share any other exciting numbers or milestones I come across.

Friday, January 19, 2007

Picking titles for a blog entry is absolutely impossible. By the time I finish writing, the original title never makes any sense. The end.

I really should be packing, but it is has proven difficult to pare down the collection of clothes, books, toiletries and electronics that make up my life. My life, it seems, was never meant to be packed into a bag and sent across an ocean for the better part of a year. Now, before anyone starts feeling too bad for me, please note that this is probably the single best example of what we at the 'herst referred to as a First World Problem.

First World Problems occur at the intersection of entitlement and affluence, and I feel as though I am becoming more attuned to them in myself and others as I prepare to leave for SA. As an American - and as someone who has generally inhabited a wealthy, relatively insular community for the first 23, almost 24, years of life - I worry that I am prone to these circular reaffirmations of privilege. I hold out some hope that this upcoming experience will start to loosen some of these ingrained attitudes about what should or should not be taken for granted. This is an issue that I do not take lightly, and one that will be interested to examine when I am face-to-face with the public and health policies of a country balanced between the First and Third Worlds.

Who knew that this post would turn into a serious preview of what I'm hoping to Get Out of my time in SA? Certainly not me. More à propos of my procrastination from packing, I have this sneaking suspicion that I have forgotten to invite someone to tomorrow night's party (not to be confused with Last Night's Party). If you are planning on coming, please make sure that everyone else you know who might want to say Hi is coming along as well.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Dropping Mad Science

Writing a blog has been a particularly hard thing to do thus far. I try to write about things that are going on in my life - particularly South Africa related things - and I try to write about things that might interest you guys. And I am starting to get the idea that these two criteria are not quite compatible at the moment. My life in the US isn't all that interesting for the time being; I spend my time doing things to get ready for SA, worrying about things I have yet to do for SA, or hanging out with my friends/family. These three activities: not so interesting to read about, I imagine.

Maybe some of the things I have been reading about will interest you? There was just a great article in the New York Times Magazine on Sunday about the possibility of a treatment that could cut HIV infections in Africa in half. This is an interesting use of a public health answer to provide some solution to a question that seems to be baffling the biomedical community. I have also been reading about this interesting study published in Science magazine that confirms that education and religious beliefs can be accurate predictors of your belief in evolution or creationism. The study also makes some other interesting points about how are beliefs are formed. I'd recommend checking it out if you're into that kind of thing.

I think that should be all for now; keep those RSVPs a comin'.

b

Saturday, January 13, 2007

If Prince were here, at least it'd be Purple Rain

In Vermont with Ariel for the long weekend. We had a couple days of good skiing at Stratton and Okemo so far, but this morning it was raining, so we decided to take the day off and rest our sore quads, calves, and backs. (I'm very glad I got a chance to go skiing before I leave.)


Shopping ensued, and I purchased 2 pairs of pants (one pair for $3.50) and two polos at the Banana Republic outlet here in Manchester, VT. These are probably the last purchases for my trip to SA; the HIV Coordinator at the McCord Hospital said the attire is "not formal (don't need shirt & tie), and it is VERY hot in January. But don't be too casual. Perhaps smart-casual is the thing to aim for." I own very few clothing that meets the "smart-casual" bar, especially for the hot weather (it turns out that when she says VERY HOT, it really only gets up to the low-to-mid 80's. Can't be as bad as 95 in New York City, can it?).

Also, I'm really looking forward to seeing as many of you guys as possible next Saturday night. Hopefully, I'll be sending around some e-mails about the party in the next few days. I'm not exactly sure who is reading my blog at this - relatively early - stage, so I want to make sure that everyone knows what's up. My apologies if you are doubly invited. E-mail me or leave a comment on the blog if you think you can make it.

Hope you all are having amazing 3-day weekends, and I'll be back in NYC for my final week by tomorrow night.

b

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

You're Invited

BEN'S LEAVING FOR AFRICA! LET'S PARTY!

SATURDAY, JANUARY 20TH
Luca Lounge
220 Avenue B
(Between 13th and 14th Streets)
8:00pm and beyond (though we might head elsewhere at some point)

Directions:
Take the L to the 1st Ave stop.
Walk 2 blocks east and turn right onto Ave B.
Luca Lounge is halfway down the block on your right.
We'll be in the back.

RSVP Encouraged
Feel free to bring friends

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

I got a visa, I got a visa/ I got a visa, hey hey, hey hey!

I think that about says it all. For those of you keeping track at home (or those who read my earlier post), I decided to get a tourist visa - which, it turns out, doesn't even require a visit to the South African Consulate. This visa can be extended by either leaving the country every 90 days or through an application to the Home Affairs office - both of which can be done in a single day. Applying for the temporary residence permit proved to me too much of a hassle, and I think having an excellent excuse to leave the country every 3 months will prove to be a good thing.

I have also been spending some time trying to track down books, movies, &c. about life in southern Africa, and South Africa in particular. Most of what I have found - Power of One by Bryce Courtenay, the books of JM Coetzee, Cry the Beloved Country, Mandela's autobiography Long Walk to Freedom - center around a South Africa in the midst of Apartheid. And while these books give me a great deal of historical perspective on South Africa, I wonder if these books are now dated in a particular way.

Part of me feels that this books might still be relevant, and it is obvious to me why, for 45 years, fiction and nonfiction work coming out of South Africa focused on the issues of Apartheid. However, with the democratic elections of 1994 and 1999, I am hoping that the dialouge in South Africa has progressed some since these books and movies were penned.

Have any of you read books or seen movies that address post-Apartheid South Africa? I would love to hear about them - good, bad, or otherwise.


I also wanted to let you know that I'm currently deciding between the Friday the 19th and Saturday the 20th, but that my going away party will be at the Luca Lounge between 13th and 14th streets on Avenue B in the East Village. Hopefully I'll have a finalized date for you guys by tomorrow - check back here soon.

Friday, January 5, 2007

pre-depar(ty)ture (too confusing? alternate title: PARTY!)


I've been pretty busy as of late seeing friends and family - presumably for the last time before I skip town. Almost everyone I have seen has independently recommended that I host a Going Away party in the coming weeks, and I think this sounds like fantastic idea. I like parties; I like friends; I'm going to miss New York and everyone here terribly.

I was thinking that the night of January 20th would probably be best. And while I haven't figured out where I want to have it - though I'm leaning towards a place in the East Village, my old stomping grounds - please let me know if you might be interested in coming. I'll be sure to post the rest of the details as soon as I have some time to call some places and get this thing organized.

I'm going to be away for the weekend; driving my brother back up to school in Providence and then heading over to Amherst for some pre-application interviews/conversations. Talk to you guys soon.

bdazzle

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Don't cross the Flickr streams

Oh, I almost forgot - here's the link to my Flickr stream where I'll be posting photos while I'm in SA:

Bad News Bearnot


The stuff up there is kind of random at the moment; just some shots from Chris' birthday and New Years Eve celebrations at the moment. More interesting material is sorely needed.

Talk to you guys soon,
b

Welcome Back!

It's about damn time that I post something new up here. That week of vacation hit, and I lost of the blogging inertia I had been working so hard to cultivate.

I've just left my job at New York Cares (which is quite sad, really. It had been a wonderful experience over the past 16 months) and now have a lot more free time on my hands. However, this time is being spent by doing things like picking out/up a new pack, looking for voltage converter sets, cleaning my room of the detritus I accumulated in my last apartment.

Also, I've been preparing lots of the materials I'll need to begin applying to medical school this Summer. While it certainly is a bit early for me to be working on it, it is much easier for me to take care of some of the first parts of the long and tedious application process while I'm still in the States.

I'll be landing in South Africa in 3 weeks time; thinking about it like that makes me a bit dizzy - with all the positive and negative connotations. (That's a picture of central Durban up there on the left. It looks absolutely beautiful, doesn't it? )

I hope you all had wonderful Holiday Seasons, and you'll be hearing from me again soon. Keep it thug.

b

ps. For those who are subscribed to the feed of this blog, I've set up my del.icio.us account (it's a cool social bookmarking site) to send out updates with any new sites I tag. You've probably been receiving them for the past few weeks, but I just thought I should fill you in.